Happy Anniversary!

3 years have passed already. 

How has it already been 3 years?! 

How has it only been 3 years! 

Andrew you have taught me so much about myself. 

You have shown me how to be better, to serve God more wholeheartedly, how to be more selfless and generous. 

We have grown and struggled with "you" and "me" and boundaries and walls, sin and joy. 

It has not been easy, but I feel as if we are in a new place now. As if we are more content to be one. 

I sink into you, you sink into me. 

We don't (always) fight it, we just are.

You surely didn't know what you were getting into, marrying me. But you are steadfast and loving, always praying for me and us. Your patience and strength give me strength. Your faith is beautiful and I love watching you step out more and more into Gods calling on your life. 

The past year was one of great adventures, many sights and much movement. I pray that the next one will find us sinking our roots more and more into each other. That we would learn, even more, that security doesn't come from a place or job or country or government. That Christ alone would be our security and that we would follow Him faithfully.

Happy Anniversary Andrew. 

You are my best friend, the best part of me and my favourite part of every day.  

Recently.

Sorry for the silence lately! 

We have been back in Canada for 2 weeks already. 

And a busy, amazing, sweet, chaotic 2 weeks it has been! 

My amazing niece sweetly decided to wait for me to get back to canada, before being born! She was born just 32 hours after we got off the plane! I was so honoured to attend the birth, which was intense and quick!

Rebecca Lynn was born in the caul at 6:20am weighing exactly 7lbs. Mom and baby are both doing beautifully! 

Squishy baby!

He is such a proud uncle! 

I got to re-meet my nephew and quasi-niece, who are both hilarious and gorgeous! 

Mr Cody enjoyed showing B her nose! So precious! 

AND I got to meet me amazing nephew, Declan. I love him. He is so squishy and cuddly!

And this little man? Well, I have been soaking him in. He is so smart, funny and cute! And this head tilt? Kills me! 

It has been an emotional couple of weeks. Jet-lag and culture shock has been making me pretty exhausted and a bit foggy, but we are so thrilled to be here during this time! 

And coming up this weekend? My baby brother is getting married! That certainly deserves its own blog post, so I will save the mushiness for that! 

Back in the great white north!

We are baaaaaaccccckkkkk!! 

Thats right, we are on canadian soil! 

It was 28 hours of travelling (plus some wait time) and over 52 hours with no sleep. 

Ill say that again.

52 hours with no sleep. 

Well, granted, I did pass out for a few minutes in a Chinese airport. I woke up in a panic when someone walked by and I thought they were stealing my passport. 

Arriving in Canada was so so sweet. I had been (almost) able to contain my excitement up until we got off the plane. Then, walking through that last stretch, to where my parents were waiting, I thought I was having a heart attack. Literally, I grabbed my chest, turned to Andrew and said "I think Im having a heart attack!" He told me Im fine and we kept going. 

We only told our parents when we were arriving, so it was quite the thrill to surprise people! I love their reactions and hugs! 

So here we are, me, bundled up, attempting to acclimatize my body. Andrew, overjoyed at the amount of food around him. 

We are so thankful to be back in this beautiful country, with our family and friends. Those fears that I was talking about? 

Well, they were just that. 

Fears. 

I know the culture shock will hit, I might weep in the pickle aisle (like a friend of mine did) but for now, life is extra sweet. God is so so good. 

Yerba mate around the world...

I started drinking yerba mate while I was in my mothers womb. 

At least, thats what Im told. 

I do have memories, sitting with my brother in our little chairs, in Paraguay. We would use lemon aid instead of water, passing the guampa back and forth. 

It was always a social thing. Someone would stop by for a visit and my parents, no matter what they were doing, would stop and prepare yerba. We would sit together, chatting about life, passing it around. To me it speaks of family, heritage, community and togetherness. I always loved how my parents made time for people, making them feel valued. Yerba mate is an extension of that. If you have spent any amount of time in my parents house, you have been offered to partake. Hopefully you accepted! 

Thankfully, I married a man who loves the horn. He starts every morning with mate (the hot version, terere is when we drink it cold) and reading his bible. 

I love it. 

We have shared mate in many countries across this beautiful world, and I thought I would share some of those memories with you. 

No matter where we are, mate always makes us feel at home.

Recently the kids here in Thailand have been drinking terere with us (well, once we are have drank enough that its weak! We do want them to sleep at night!) Andrew has been teaching them the "rules" and they love participating! They sit patiently and wait their turn. Its adorable. 

We enjoyed it in Jordan, especially in the evenings, on the rooftop! 

In Israel we shared the love with all we met. Our roommates loved it. We would prepare terere, then they would make arabic coffee! An awesome (jittery!) exchange! 

In India we drank it a lot. It was our connection to normalcy in a difficult season. We hooked our friends in Dehli and they have since requested that we send them their own guampa! 

In Halong Bay, Vietnam, it was the perfect way to wake up on the ship! The scenery wasn't too bad either! 

I love this picture. It captures Andrews travelling style so much. Relaxed, bible close-by, yerba in hand.  We enjoyed drinking away many hours on buses and trains! 

A trip to the beach is never complete without terere! 

In Phuket, we celebrated Andrews birthday on the beach, our faithful guampa by our side. 

There were many times when I (now) wish I would have captured moments of us drinking yerba. In Greece in our tiny rented apartment. Walking the streets of New York City. On the longboat in Laos, watching elephants pull logs.

 We brought 5 kilos with us and have been sent another 5 by our parents. 

10 kilos in 14 months. Awesome.

There were times when we were about to reach the end of a bag and we would just pray, "Please make it last another week!" and it would! 

It was awesome. 

Maybe it was God, maybe it was good portion control. Either way, we have immensely enjoyed drinking yerba around the world. It has started conversations, hydrated us, kept us sane, bonded us together, and made us feel "home" wherever we are. 

A friend once told me, while in Australia, "If I can drink tea, I am home". 

I laughed at the time, but now I couldn't agree more. 

He grows.

As an auntie, Im entitled to some privledges. 

My nephews (two and counting!) will come to me for fun, perhaps advice, perhaps suggestions of how to stay out of trouble (or at least not get caught!) 

I am entitled to feed them too much junk food, stay up later than normal (eventually!) and live a little louder than usual. 

I. can't. wait! 

All that said, my other privilege? Bragging rights. I can post blogs, pictures and status updates, allllllll about them and no one can tell me to stop! Well, they can, but I wont listen!  

So here you go, another shameless bragging blog about my newest nephew. I cant wait to meet this little guy! 

I think he looks so much like Elger here. Adorable!

That hat, that smile. Precious! 

Look at this face! I wonder what he's thinking! 

Doesn't this one just make you want to squish his little face! It just kills me! 

 For right now, I depend on his parents to update me with pictures, but soon and very soon, I shall be the one being camera happy! Declan, Im coming for you! 

On going home...

When I think of going back to Canada, I have a hard time trying to explain what I am feeling.

We are asked often "Are you excited?" or "How do you feel?" and Ive been trying to answer honestly. 

Yes. No. Scared. Excited. Nervous. 

Its been a challenge, processing the past 13-ish months. 

There have been moments of pure beauty, and ones of pain and hurt. 

How do you sum up a million moments, a dozen countries, countless encounters? 

There are aspects of being in Canada that make me so excited. This morning, I was picturing being reunited with my family and I got so excited that my legs went numb. True story. 

Then there are moments when Im nervous.

Over the past year, the only person I have seen often is Andrew. 

He is it.

When I picture being in a room with dozens of friend and family, its kind of overwhelming. I haven't been around people that we know in a long time.

What if I have changed and become something they dont like? 

What if, in all of this streching and growing, Ive somehow been broken in a way that drives away people?

What if I cant handle the culture shock?

What if we are so busy that I rarely see Andrew? 

Im sad that our time alone will diminish. Im selfishly sad that I will have to share him with family, friends, work and responsibilities. 

I know that these things are exactly what they are. Fears.

 Mostly unfounded and silly. But they are real. 

This doesn't, however, change the fact that we are beyond thrilled to be home. 

And thats exactly what's hard to explain. 

 How can you explain that on one hand, you are so excited to see them, on the other, you are scared of what that will be like. 

I dont want people to offended, because I really, truly, am thrilled to see everyone again.

But, as most chapters that must be over, its hard when you get to the end. 

Is our trip over? What of the experiences and lessons? Will they be erased? Can we somehow continue to live them out in the luxury of Canada, even just for the 3 months that we will live there?

Im convinced we can and Andrews assures me that Im right. 

So yes, we are heading "home" (a concept that continues to change) in time for my brother, Eleano and his beautiful fiancé, Roni's wedding! We have missed ALL of their engagement, which makes us sad, but are thrilled to be a part of their big day!
Can I just take a moment and say: How the heck does time fly by so quickly! I swear Eleano was my baby just the other day, now he's getting married! We are so happy for them, they are an awesome couple.

(Aren't they adorable!)

What will it be like to be somewhere that has 90% less bugs? A place where you don't (hardly ever) sweat through one, never mind two, shirts. What will it be like to have (almost) everything within driving distance. 
Cheese? No problem! Bacon? Easy! Clothes? Done! Toilet paper? A given!

"Surreal" doesn't even begin to describe it. 

Happy Songkran!

The Songkran festival is the old thai new year.But we have come to know it as a country-wide water fight! 

And how to participate? Put garbage cans and large tubs in the back of the truck and fill with water. Add smaller buckets for throwing water on people, some cute kids, and you've got yourself Songkran! 

We took the littles out in the mid-morning, and it was a blast! The streets in town were lined with people and large tubs of water. Some water was icy-cold, some was warm. When you drive pass (and the driver slows) they throw water on you and smear food colouring all over your face! Because we are farang (foreigners) we got the worst (or best?!) of it! 

This is officially my favourite holiday ever! 

No that is not blood, its just dye. It does stain your skin for a little bit, but I managed to get it off after a couple of showers. 

As you can imagine, it was rather hard to take pictures! We managed to only snap a few, so I found some online to give you a better idea of how huge the water fight is!  

Image found here. 

It was such a blast! In northern Thailand, the celebrations go on for 4 or 5 days, but here, it only lasts for 2 days. While this wouldn't work for Canada, I think its just an awesome time. Theres something so wholesome about throwing water at strangers! We are so grateful that we could experience it!